The sparks keep coming. Creating a notion page to publish was one of them, along with many of the posts and how to organize it.
It’s hard to describe what resetting your life is like. Choosing to trust yourself and the desires placed upon you.
I have chosen to nurse my baby to sleep at night and bed share with her, this means I am only up for the 12 hrs she is awake. That means I get an hour or sometimes two in bed in the evening. For most of the first year I spent that time reading or falling asleep early. But as I’ve been wanting more time to grow I’ve been using this time to journal and write.
It’s not the easiest or most accurate to do it on my phone but it gets the ideas and outlines down. I used to live behind the excuse I didn’t have time. And if I am looking for computer time I don’t have it, but I do have time to write on my phone. To use these evenings to work on me. And sometimes working on me means reading because I love reading, but it doesn’t have to, and sometimes shouldn’t so I can use these sparks to create my dreams.
Trusting myself has been one of those squiggly line toddler drawings that is up and down and all over the place.